No. Absolutely not.
You have no immunity to raised eyebrows
and carefully crafted questions
placed so well after a pause
in the conversation.
Your eyes flicker up once,
twice,
almost unable to constrain yourself.
Bask in the warm washing rays
of all you envision, all you think of,
while the world looks on and infers
a deluge of disrepute.
But go ahead. Go on and watch
all your fears rain down on you
in shards of self hatred
and regret.
Go ahead and fly,
only to rejoin the earth and see
that you left your God
seconds after you found him.